No title, No song -.-'

I don't want to leave you,
But I have to!
I don't want to crush you,
But I have to!
I don't want to see you sad,
But I have to!
If I did that, I would be myself again,
And I want that!
The only way out from hell is that..
...I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses, so you can feel the nails in youur back!
I fucking hate you!!!